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D41V30N · 24-06-2012, 05:29 PM

That's some impressive determination your friend has. Respect.

**donnymaniac** · 28-06-2012, 12:16 PM

"Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off. "

Fight club, one of the deepest stuff I ever read.

D41V30N · 29-06-2012, 05:09 PM

I still haven't seen that movie. Downloading right NAOW!

**donnymaniac** · 03-08-2012, 05:19 PM

Edited D:::

D41V30N · 03-08-2012, 09:25 PM

That's just bummer. Come to Canada, man! I'm heading over there this 23rd! (Finally, my education

).

**donnymaniac** · 07-08-2012, 04:03 AM

4th of August, 2012

**donnymaniac** · 15-08-2012, 05:42 AM

-_-

**donnymaniac** · 23-01-2013, 09:52 AM

Hi Ho He
I had a sudden urge to post here.

**mamatz** · 26-01-2013, 01:20 AM

Huhu..... What's up Donny...... Hahaha.......

**donnymaniac** · 01-02-2013, 09:17 AM

I am rather confused, its been a long time since I posted here, I do not know how much I changed since then, but I did change, for the better? I do not know, some of my friends say I became wiser, more tolerant and more thoughtful. My social habits are still somewhat the same, I do not speak unless necessary and I still find most of the stuff people find funny rather lame, I do not know if its my sense of humor that is messed up, or its the entire community I live in. I find things that truly make me smile from my heart very rare.
This and my ever growing love for the past, I fear the day I grow old, I want to stay a child forever, I want time to stop, and I want the same people around me, its one heck of a fantasy, but its certainly all I want. Its not that I hate my life, I've actually grown to like it, yes, if you read through my posts, you'd find a person with nothing but suicidal thoughts. Its ironic, the way I look back at things now, I find that I have been stupid, very stupid, I wasted my time and effort on stupid things, had I been this stable things would've turned out very differently. You'd be amazed at how much you change when you're finally 20, well am 21 in about 6 months, but thats not the point, 18-19-20, it took me 3 years to finally come to an understanding with how life is, I am still very ignorant about it, but I do carry a candle now, 3-4 years back I was screaming blind idiot. My thoughts are not entirely straight, but I can safely assume that I have somethings in my head sorted out, but with all this, my eternal search for inner peace is still where it was ever since I was born, and that troubles me far more than anything else.

I graduate in about 10 months from now, lets see how life changes me till then.

24-06-2012, 05:29 PM	#161
D41V30N L-Factor's LORD PERVERT Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Castle Pervert Posts: 3,177 Gil: 6185	That's some impressive determination your friend has. Respect. __________________ - - - - - - - - - - Dave, You Pervert - D41V30N's Ultimate Creativity Creativity - Xtreme - Multiplayer Madness

28-06-2012, 12:16 PM	#162
donnymaniac Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 249 Gil: 1100	"Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off. " Fight club, one of the deepest stuff I ever read. __________________ Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew Muse <3

29-06-2012, 05:09 PM	#163
D41V30N L-Factor's LORD PERVERT Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Castle Pervert Posts: 3,177 Gil: 6185	I still haven't seen that movie. Downloading right NAOW! __________________ - - - - - - - - - - Dave, You Pervert - D41V30N's Ultimate Creativity Creativity - Xtreme - Multiplayer Madness

03-08-2012, 05:19 PM	#164
donnymaniac Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 249 Gil: 1100	Edited D::: __________________ Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew Muse <3 Last edited by donnymaniac; 23-01-2013 at 09:55 AM.

03-08-2012, 09:25 PM	#165
D41V30N L-Factor's LORD PERVERT Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Castle Pervert Posts: 3,177 Gil: 6185	That's just bummer. Come to Canada, man! I'm heading over there this 23rd! (Finally, my education ). __________________ - - - - - - - - - - Dave, You Pervert - D41V30N's Ultimate Creativity Creativity - Xtreme - Multiplayer Madness

07-08-2012, 04:03 AM	#166
donnymaniac Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 249 Gil: 1100	4th of August, 2012 __________________ Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew Muse <3

15-08-2012, 05:42 AM	#167
donnymaniac Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 249 Gil: 1100	-_- __________________ Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew Muse <3 Last edited by donnymaniac; 23-01-2013 at 09:52 AM.

23-01-2013, 09:52 AM	#168
donnymaniac Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 249 Gil: 1100	Hi Ho He I had a sudden urge to post here. __________________ Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew Muse <3

26-01-2013, 01:20 AM	#169
mamatz Almost as awesome as Crux Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Awesomeland Posts: 2,960 Gil: 15405	Huhu..... What's up Donny...... Hahaha....... __________________ I just love Morning Musume!!! HAHAHA!!!!!!

01-02-2013, 09:17 AM	#170
donnymaniac Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 249 Gil: 1100	I am rather confused, its been a long time since I posted here, I do not know how much I changed since then, but I did change, for the better? I do not know, some of my friends say I became wiser, more tolerant and more thoughtful. My social habits are still somewhat the same, I do not speak unless necessary and I still find most of the stuff people find funny rather lame, I do not know if its my sense of humor that is messed up, or its the entire community I live in. I find things that truly make me smile from my heart very rare. This and my ever growing love for the past, I fear the day I grow old, I want to stay a child forever, I want time to stop, and I want the same people around me, its one heck of a fantasy, but its certainly all I want. Its not that I hate my life, I've actually grown to like it, yes, if you read through my posts, you'd find a person with nothing but suicidal thoughts. Its ironic, the way I look back at things now, I find that I have been stupid, very stupid, I wasted my time and effort on stupid things, had I been this stable things would've turned out very differently. You'd be amazed at how much you change when you're finally 20, well am 21 in about 6 months, but thats not the point, 18-19-20, it took me 3 years to finally come to an understanding with how life is, I am still very ignorant about it, but I do carry a candle now, 3-4 years back I was screaming blind idiot. My thoughts are not entirely straight, but I can safely assume that I have somethings in my head sorted out, but with all this, my eternal search for inner peace is still where it was ever since I was born, and that troubles me far more than anything else. I graduate in about 10 months from now, lets see how life changes me till then. __________________ Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew Muse <3

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